I realized how wonderful it is just to stay in bed, under many layers of blankets with a cup of hot honey green tea (at least 1/4 cup of honey. thats what makes the tea so good and SWEET!) and my computer.
In a cold night like this, i enjoy this feeling of solitude…being away from the crowd…away from answering those regular everyday meaningless “how are you?“.
When living in the crowd, i laugh because they laugh, i cry because they cry. my emotion is influenced by theirs. it does make me think then….if i am happy, am i happy because of them, or because of me? if it is because of them, am i really happy at all?
Now i am alone. with my cup of tea. the warm of the tea is traveling up my spine. i feel the peace and joy, without the crowd, without any other influences. I am truly HAPPY (:
so i went shopping today….MY 戰利品…
- Boots (papaya) – $24.59
- Formal top (papaya) – $22.59 (for my VERY special dinner on monday)
- Flowery purse (anchor blue) – $10
- Kathy’s birthday present (anchor blue + burlington) – $35
- Monica’s christmas present (ross) – $10
Total: ~$100. Oh Lordy, i think i am going broke……
I am also very proud today that i drove/parked/unparked by myself.
and made two full bags of “muddy buddy chex mix” (i think thats how you call it…)
now i just need to read some physics….
